| Hey I'm back! I just wanted to write something about myself. Lately, I've been thinking that I'm doing something called "social suicide". Basicially it means that I'm avoiding hanging out with my peers. I don't know why. It's just that I'm nervous and uncomfortable with my friends and getting ready is such a hassle. I used to like going out and getting ready. I'm only in freshman college! How can i do this right? I should stop. My goal for the next 4 weeks. I will hang out with my friends. I promise! - Love Angela |
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| People change ever so often. Mostly they are shaped to what is around them. Right now, I'm being shaped into someone that is more calmer person. I miss how I had the courage to things .. now, i'm always scared of what the consequences are. I envy people who doesn't care about the consequences they enjoy their life every second. I need a fresh breath of air. Days come and go.. but these feelings are forever. One day i'll remember when I was single and had a rough rough time. |
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| I guess its true that you get better in time. It's Tyler's birthday. I already greeted him so many times. I am procrastinating in most of my classes as usual! I don't know if I care or not but I always do this and it bugs me like big time.. So Cameron is back to talking to me.. Unusual for him but I don't care anymore. The more I put my attention on it the more i push guys away from me. I am pretty cool so I won't be this girly bitch about guys for a while. I do have a big crush on this guy in my group in RWS. Name's colin and he is so damn sexy. Haha! Aaron Stopped talking to me, I figured he found a girlfriend. I don't know but if he did I'm so happy for him. Did I ever talk about my sister being pregnant? Pretty much a big deal thats being kept as a secret. I've been hang out w/ her a lot. Sometime it bugs me because i do want to go out but i love it when she's happy. I saw the baby moved in the computer screen at her doctor's appointment. I was pretty amazed how it made me feel. It was awkward but by then I knew I will be an aunt soon (x So overall, I'm feeling better about things in life. There's ups and downs, but, what the hell?! By the way, I cute my hair short! Feels weird to have short hair after having it long for 5 years! O well... Happy Birthday to all March Babies! Have a great St. Patties day! |
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| I am done w/ Cameron. He's not that into me. I know it. I think its partly my fault that i pushed myself to him but thats what i want. If the guy does not comply with it. Then its his problem.. So here's the conclusion. Not interested in anyone. I mean im talking to this guy who lives in Sacramento. but its nothing really just someone who is there for me. He's a good guy. If he lived here it would be something.. but either way im looking for a guy in San Diego who will be down for Angela Inciong. This is getting lame by the minute. I'll talk to ya'll later! |
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| really sucks. especially when you're pms-ing that is all i have to say! |
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